Post by RaditzSoldier on Mar 10, 2006 17:39:51 GMT -5
I guess it wasn't my first chance,
Lost in my own rejected dance.
I don't know why or when...
But to it I must defend.
Alas I stood on the lonely plains I do.
Found myself in a sea lost without a clue.
Day by day the hours crawl.
Endless walking in an empty hall...
I thought I was alone
With hope it was to postpone
My face saw a reflection
Dissatisfied with rhetorical intention!
My face is falling through my hands.
On a rock in a raging sea he stands.
The lies I said and the truth I hid
To my undoing shall it bid?
What if I was taller,
Saw right through the brawler.
What if I was faster,
To show thy was not my master.
I am starting to feel
That my existence not is real.
Careless I watch the time
The ticking to a rhyme.
The rhyme of death
It holds me back a breath
And I am burning in the head
Why does this take my stead!
Someone stop me
Someone, why don't you see?
The laughing tears me down
This I hold an unwanted crown.
The lines and numbers gather
And I must say I'd rather
Try to start clean
Get rid of times I mean.
The hours swirl by
E'er towards the sky.
The faces lost at see,
Away from me they flee!
What am I,
Why do I try?
Surely yet surly
The grips and curly.
Of years before the time is same,
Earning a simpler tone of fame.
So the mirror stares at me,
And I search for the key.
I am melting and burning down!
The nails right through me to my frown!
Hanging from a cross I jump.
I earn no card to my trump!
The color drowns away from my face,
But the hate is tied like a lace.
I continue to bear my shame
Never leaving it shall remain!
I tried to cry,
Into help I want to pry,
I seem to hopeless go
For in anger chance I try to throw!
Call me not in anger.
Call me not in to hang her.
The days when I fell
To her the words I must tell.
Comfort lacks a name
Yet the meaning stays the same.
What shall they say if I admit
That I indeed shall be a culprit.
Lies I uttered
And muttered.
The meaningless murmurs
And journers?
Oh the questions I must say!
Oh the reasons I save for day!
Someone save me,
Oh someone helper be!
I shake in wonder,
Yet the shock you must blunder,
And I wish a life I could live
Of similar I want to wish to give!
What doth I be that holds me back
I see that I am not to come for slack.
Evil you call me now
A raise of the brow.
What shall I do for when
Pain I do of folds of ten!
Someone help me up
And water shall fill my cup.
The water of hate!
It parches to my slate,
And when I give it
Of rejection can I admit?
Who shall hope for me now that I show.
Show what I had tried to be in the flow.
So to this music I dance
And to you must I bother a glance?
Nay I do it right
I keep my hope in my sight!
Shoot me down I come right back up,
And to my laughter I shall sup.
Break me I dare you!
I tell you smiles are true!
No matter the blues I take
No matter the help of fake.
I am me and you are thy
Yet I know now why I try.
To prove you wrong and for
The daylight's smiling core!
And of the sword.
Downwards head it soared.
I am no longer here,
I hath beaten fear.
Lost in my own rejected dance.
I don't know why or when...
But to it I must defend.
Alas I stood on the lonely plains I do.
Found myself in a sea lost without a clue.
Day by day the hours crawl.
Endless walking in an empty hall...
I thought I was alone
With hope it was to postpone
My face saw a reflection
Dissatisfied with rhetorical intention!
My face is falling through my hands.
On a rock in a raging sea he stands.
The lies I said and the truth I hid
To my undoing shall it bid?
What if I was taller,
Saw right through the brawler.
What if I was faster,
To show thy was not my master.
I am starting to feel
That my existence not is real.
Careless I watch the time
The ticking to a rhyme.
The rhyme of death
It holds me back a breath
And I am burning in the head
Why does this take my stead!
Someone stop me
Someone, why don't you see?
The laughing tears me down
This I hold an unwanted crown.
The lines and numbers gather
And I must say I'd rather
Try to start clean
Get rid of times I mean.
The hours swirl by
E'er towards the sky.
The faces lost at see,
Away from me they flee!
What am I,
Why do I try?
Surely yet surly
The grips and curly.
Of years before the time is same,
Earning a simpler tone of fame.
So the mirror stares at me,
And I search for the key.
I am melting and burning down!
The nails right through me to my frown!
Hanging from a cross I jump.
I earn no card to my trump!
The color drowns away from my face,
But the hate is tied like a lace.
I continue to bear my shame
Never leaving it shall remain!
I tried to cry,
Into help I want to pry,
I seem to hopeless go
For in anger chance I try to throw!
Call me not in anger.
Call me not in to hang her.
The days when I fell
To her the words I must tell.
Comfort lacks a name
Yet the meaning stays the same.
What shall they say if I admit
That I indeed shall be a culprit.
Lies I uttered
And muttered.
The meaningless murmurs
And journers?
Oh the questions I must say!
Oh the reasons I save for day!
Someone save me,
Oh someone helper be!
I shake in wonder,
Yet the shock you must blunder,
And I wish a life I could live
Of similar I want to wish to give!
What doth I be that holds me back
I see that I am not to come for slack.
Evil you call me now
A raise of the brow.
What shall I do for when
Pain I do of folds of ten!
Someone help me up
And water shall fill my cup.
The water of hate!
It parches to my slate,
And when I give it
Of rejection can I admit?
Who shall hope for me now that I show.
Show what I had tried to be in the flow.
So to this music I dance
And to you must I bother a glance?
Nay I do it right
I keep my hope in my sight!
Shoot me down I come right back up,
And to my laughter I shall sup.
Break me I dare you!
I tell you smiles are true!
No matter the blues I take
No matter the help of fake.
I am me and you are thy
Yet I know now why I try.
To prove you wrong and for
The daylight's smiling core!
And of the sword.
Downwards head it soared.
I am no longer here,
I hath beaten fear.
